rain drops....

Grey skies and rain drops have left me with a feeling of missing something...i just can't place what it is.

I have been up all night trying to flip myself back to day shifts, and it really isn't working to my favor. I need sleep in the worst way but have to much on my mind to even close my eyes when i try to lay my head on a pillow, to many things to remember, to try and figure out, to wrap my head around....i just can't settle.

I am trying to convince myself that a trip to the hot beachs of mexico is much needed and deserved after the last year of working, but the end now seems so far. And trying to convince someone to join me is getting tougher. I am starting to think anywhere would be good, i just need to get away, clear my head and think about what i want. Of course laying on the beach and sipping friuty drinks could never hurt!!



cancun feb 2005

HIGH & low

I have just been off for three days and i can't believe that the time has already gone by so fast! I am amazed all the time that i try to pack so many things in to my time off, that i never really have alot of ME time. But i finally did today i have spent most of the day relaxing and catching up on a few things just in time to get ready to go back to bed!! Back to the night shift tonight!

I did have a great couple of day off, suprised my friend Kyla with a good friend from back home that didn't want me to say anything, i was more then happy to play along and the look on Kyla's face was priceless, it was so good to catch up with everyone it felt like we hadn't even been away from each other. Thats when you know you have great friends!!

I had one of my participants make my day yesturday, i was setting up equipment for my class at the gym and i had a participant come up to me and say "i am so glad you are teaching to, you are my favortie instructor!" I was completely shocked, i told her that she just made my day! It was so nice to hear that someone enjoys the crazy side of me when i am on stage teaching!!

Well back to bed for me, i have babies to cuddle tonight!!

LoSiNg My MiNd

Well the past three days at work have been complete and utter disasters. From Doc's not giving orders, or just wanting us to read their minds, to missing medications to test after test after test...life has been a crazy trian! I am happy to be home in the quiet and almost ready for bed.
I have spent the past month on the "day" shift and i can't do it any longer. I am finally back on nights next week and honestly i couldn't be happier.
There is definately something to say about working nights and absolutely loving it!

I can't beleive January has flown by and we will be starting a new month...time flies when you do nothing but work i guess.

I have holidays in 12 shifts and i am so very very excited, i don't have comfirmed plans to go anywhere quite yet but i do need to get away for a few days thats for sure!!

I am exhausted!! So i am going to tuck myself into bed and enjoy not hearing my alarm at 6am tomorrow morning!!

two off...too many on

I have found my way back to the blogging world....sort of. I just need to keep checking my other friends blogs and then i can update my own....daily....of a few times a week at least!!
What i have a been up to....well i feel like i live at work and don't do much else. My new rotation at the hopsital has me working in stretches of two or three with only two days in between to catch up with friends and keep my house standing! hahha

I did have the pleasure of meeting my girlfriends baby....she is absolutely precious. Kinda makes me want one, but then i remember that i wouldn't be sleeping through the night for a while and i am happy to visit when ever i can, and get my fill of her!! Plus my babies at work are so cuddly that i can't leave them all...

On another note i went for supper at earl's last week for a friends birthday, and have to say the service there SUCKED. not to mention that my food was cold, cause i saw it sitting under the warmer for what seemed like forever because everyone elses food was not done, but the stupid waitress dumped a glass of wine on me!! I don't know who trained her, but doesn't it make more sense to put the drinks on the table before you try and take things off of it???!!! Anyway that is about all the excitment from me....i didn't in the lottery so i am sure i will have more things to tell you about tomorrow!! hahah

have a great day everyone!

making time...

ok so i haven't been the best at keeping things up to date, so i am trying to make some time and catch up on everything!!
hhhhmmmm where to start, so christmas was good, quick but good, i worked nights and had my little brother call me every hour and hang up on my answering machine so that was great i got lots of sleep that day. i made it to open presents and have something to eat before going back to work....it is all kinda of a blurr now!
New Years i headed west for a quick trip to visit and catch up with friends and family i have been missing. it was great to see everyone and just relax for a few days. I never realized how tired i was until i went away and spent most of my holidays lounging and sleeping like 10 hours at night!! it was great.
then of course back to reality...back to work...back to the gym...and now life is one big blurr and i don't really know what day of the week it is anymore...
I feel like i work so much that i need to move a bed in to a room at the hospital and just stay there!! I am just hoping this feeling goes away, i love my job but i would like my life back!!
hahaha

In the HEAT...

Well i can now say that i have tried Hot Yoga...and i love it! I was kinda nervous going there not knowing what to expect and i had no idea if i could handle the heat or not, but WOW i have to say it was really amazing. I was completely soaked from head to toe by the time i was finished, but i enjoyed every mintue of the ninety that i spent in there!
I was very familiar with some of the moves since i do teach a yoga/pilaties cross type class, but had to try yoga out to see what the buzz was all about.
I left there feeling so warm and stretched and felt like i grew an extra inch or two it was fablous!
I can't wait to get my body back in that heat to do it all over again!!

It is offically one week til christmas eve, and christmas shopping is winding to an end, i have stuff left to buy, but can not find what i want on store shelves :( (my brothers and there outrageous ideas) hahahah
I think i am going to be extra tired on christmas day with all the people coming to my brothers house and i am working nights, so i am not to sure how it is all going to work. I am crossing my fingers that i can sleep for at least 7 hours, cause i am not to sure if i don't sleep that much how i will make it through another shift....i may want to be crawling in to a crib at work to sleep too!!

Stay warm everyone....

My Favorite Scene

I recently found the nativity scene i have been looking for, for over a year on ebay! I was so excited when the words popped on the screen telling me that i was the highest bidder and that the snow babies christmas pagent would be mine!

I absoultely fell in love with this nativity when i recieved it in the mail, and now it is set up just under my tv, so each time i walk in the door or am just sitting on the couch i can see it.

I have kinda ventured off and started my own collection as well as adding to the collection that i have started for my mom each year, i can't wait to see what she thinks of her newest additions this year!!